Preparing for Apocalyptic Change

One really can't prepare for the kind of change that happened to me as a result of the Operation I was planning to undertake late in September of 2007. I thought I knew what to expect, and that the added alterations to my daily schedule would be more than satisfactory. I had started a high-protien diet in July, along with a significant increase in the amount of water I was drinking (from approx. 12 ounces a day to 80 ounces a day -- this was to help wash out any toxins in my system).

I had also increased my physical activity as much as possible (which is limited because of my back and foot injuries). However, I was able to start walking in my yard, up to 3 or 4 laps around the fence (approximately 1.2 miles). Not bad on a 'bum' foot. The huge chunk of titanium in my back prevented me from doing push-ups or hitting the heavy bag, but I was able to do curls and other arm exercises with light weights (under 15 pounds). All I can say is repitition man, repitition . . .

So, by mid-September I felt I was up to the task of the 8 days I had planned (see previous post for an outline of the complete Operation). After all, it was only a few rituals and some lengthy skrying sessions; that shouldn't be too much, should it ?

As it turned out, no amount of preparation could have readied me for what transpired. I could tell after skrying Aethyr 16 (LEA - El-Ee-Ah), that the energy of the sessions was exponentially greater than any I had conducted thus far.

But, I'm getting ahead of myself; I told you I would relate to you some of my 'experiences' during my skrying sessions. The first I wish to tell you about is the first session I undertook -- that of Aethyr 25, VTI (Vee-Ti-Eye).

This is where we will pick up next time . . .

Neshamah at Home

I thought it might be appropriate to post a more recent photo of myself. This is me at home in front of my computer. My chihuahua "Pixie" is asleep on my lap, but you can't see her (she's under the blanket).

Next, I will begin telling the story of my journey thus far . . .

Coming Back . . .

I can't believe it's been almost a year since my last post. A LOT has happened in the past 10 months, so it will take me some time to categorize it, summarize it, and format it for viewing. But, I'm going to attempt to do just that in this blog in the coming days and weeks.

The BABALON working was almost too much for me - the process nearly cost me my life. But, as I said on Abracadabrah.com, I'm alive, and I didn't blow up my house . . .

Much more to come soon.

Peace to you all.

Neshamah